Han is the saviour bcoz he supplies my everyday need. Somedays I eat alot and I am very demanding. Somedays however I take food lightly. So it doesnt bother Han that much except when he has to buy me Pad coz Ive forgotten to bring it. Sweet rite? Yea I noe andMC. So yesterday, my aunt came to visit and she brought along some choc muffins. mmmm sedaaap. And my mum and I entertained her and we talked all nite till 1130. Han was pissed coz I didnt gave him a ring. I mean not that I dont want to, but sometimes when we are talking to guests we didnt realize the time. Anyways the topic of the day yest was so freaggin funny. It somehow jumped from one to another. It was funny coz thats the first that I heard mum swearing. Really really. pukimak kau balek, bastard, sial and some kepala buto. Hahahaha.\m/ rock on Mama.

Dad is always working late and it bothers me coz Dads are suppose to protect the house and Adek,(2nd Bro) is at Thailand for NS and Ayan(1st Bro) is busy with gf and out till mornin and sometimes we didnt even get to see each other. Dad is at home in the afternoon and will be workin in the evening. Mum's schedule is tighter coz she works two shifts in a week so seldom see her at home too. Ayn(youngest) is schooling and only be home in the evening. The person who is always there for me is Han and he will stay up till all of us {the girls} sleep before he goes home. I pity him sometimes coz he's kindda my backbone. And that Im scared at times that I feel Im askin too much.

Han, thanks for being there for me, mum, ayn and bibik coz I feel safe with you around and I need you to be there for me. Stand by me will you?

You basically replicate as a buoy
and with you I rely on Han.