The name is Irna
I am half of Han
I ADORE OWLS!
I don't care what you wanna say and Im not asking for your opinion about me
I skate on rollerblades and falling is just another bump on the ass. No Biggie.
I don't think Im a negative person and I dislike having negative people around me
Life is a journey full of missions and tough challenges
Bubblegums are heaven
Smoking is my hobby
Found the love of my life- Han Riley
Go ahead, poke the fire~
Green Tea is the shittttt
Big Girls Toys
My 'killer' stuffs by IrnaMollyfrom Han Riley
Olympus E620
Fish Eye 2 Lomo
FujiFilm Instant Film Polaroid
MacBook
Nintendo DSi
Nintendo DSlite
Adidas Sleeq Series Red Half-Cab
Adidas Sleeq Series Grey Velvet
VALO Velcro JJ1 Custom Design
Om Carved Necklace
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Thursday, May 15 @ 9:40 PM
there are somethings that i could do better and i know my teachers are helping me to buck up and be free. Kenny taught me things that i cant find myself to understand. o f w h i c h many would just ignore. i've tried to endure my school and at the same time holding on to the realtionship btwn me and han. I love him but also i wanna be successful in my studies. for all that have been said, i want to do me a favour - get on with adult life. yes i know, i still have to juggle school and school again next year but there's a little voice in my heart says i should get a job. to which is not possible coz han dfinitely disapprove of that. "I tak kasi you enough ke syg? " Thats what he have been saying whenever this subject comes along in our convo. Well, not that lah darl.. i dont wanna just depend on han for all the things im craving for or to have. many times i felt ive been too much - too much to handle. sigh. im happy with what i have now and im grateful to have han thats been supporting me all this while. skipped my floorball training today coz i wasnt feeling well. its humid and im having a slight headache due to the long wait for han this afternoon and i havent had my brunch. hate it mann. no matter how many times i tell han, nothing really move him. nevertheless, if it wasnt for him i wouldnt be able to go to school. coz basically- he pays for my fare. and mind you im using adult ezlink. so yah. gosh. its unpredictable how short life can be. just yesterday i received a bad news from liyah saying that thak lok or lok as we call him, from macpherson ite passed at 1am yesterday morning. the thing is, his dad plead to the doc to revive him and prays for a miracle. he was bleeding from his mouth,ears and nose due to heatstroke and thats bcoz he's having a fever and not wanting to report sick(lok's serving his National Service. Army) he was pronounced dead at 1 in the afternoon today and his funeral's tomorrow at 12nn. yknow, seems just yesterday we saw him smiling at us. well, we were dumbfounded. we barely know him like for real we(me and han) went out with the central fb guys to chill and han was showing off his magyk skills. and all i remembered was lok's words," Eh, siallah..buat lagi Nis." geez and fatimah just told me that just recently lok pm her in msn looking for khai. yeah.. for those who are reading this please just spare him a minute and pray for him. and so NS really scare the hell out of me. i just hope han will be alrite and too you fatimah..if you got the chance to talk to khai..... tell him how much you love him. *grinz*. im having theory test tmrw. kenny's test. and im the only one left/absent-ed. geddit? yeah coz i skipped his test last week. gaaah. eventually gotta take it tmrw. sigh again. oh oh and i went to meet one of my cousin's today,hadi (pr 6) to get himself a novel. he looves reading. but not much of a reader. geddit? i guess he's in the mood now. aha. so we got him a book called ' the lost boy ' or sth. yeah. then we went to eat and for the first time in my life, i actually witnessed someone eatg chicken chop with_____ soy sauce/kicap! i was like... asl hadi ltak kicap? and he was like, ntah. sdap pe... ahaha. it struck me when a makcik look at us and said sth like 'sayang die kat adik die..' and i look at her and well... smiled. coz yknow i really treat all my cousin's well and love them for being so innocent and slumber aje. and i told hadi- if my brother is still alive, he'll be here walking with us now.. the sweetest thing he said to me was, apelah caca..hadi kan ade kat sini.. hadi kan adik caca jugak.. well i know what he means yeah. didnt get to tell han this coz he's busy talking abt his training tadi i dun wanna interrupt his convo. so yeah, mean i feel blessed that my cousin's treat me like their sis yknow. like mia and nasha mailed me letters just to tell me how their life is and a few pages like...I LOVE MY TUITION TEACHER, I LOVE YOU KAK CACA. ahahahaa. cute kaaan? its good if you can relate to your younger gens coz if you dont,like who will. so peeps, life is short and time travels fast. whatever you do remember your roots. peace.
I have said lots of I love yous Have given you lots of kisses and hugs I have given you my all But still those are just not enough. You're the only one I desire You're the only one in my heart Through good and bad times Nothing can keep us apart.
