Story of February
IrnaMolly
The name is Irna
I am half of Han
I ADORE OWLS!
I don't care what you wanna say and Im not asking for your opinion about me
I skate on rollerblades and falling is just another bump on the ass. No Biggie.
I don't think Im a negative person and I dislike having negative people around me
Life is a journey full of missions and tough challenges
Bubblegums are heaven
Smoking is my hobby
Found the love of my life- Han Riley
Go ahead, poke the fire~
Green Tea is the shittttt
Big Girls Toys
My 'killer' stuffs by IrnaMollyfrom Han Riley
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Saturday, May 31 @ 4:23 PM
yknow ive been trying to save my relationship with someone who means alot to me. someone who met my parents and gone holidays with me. someone who pays for evrything i want and need. someone who once told me that he wont leave me. someone whom i share my email with. someone i have always envy of. someone i care for. someone i sacrificed my time for. someone i sacrificed my voice and myself not to talk to others even my friends. someone i thought i'd grow old with. someone i knew he loves white chocolate. i have never doubt our relationship will melt. bcause i always think we could go far. and people who know us told us that we MUST go on forever. the person who made me cry is the same person who make me laugh and smile. suddenly you decided to pop up the ultimate question. it breaks my heart not a million pieces but more than that. but who cares? you dont even see the rest of me yet. ive been stronger than ever and i thank god for making me realise that theres this kind of people who tries to pretend he loves me or maybe he does.. sigh. i wish i could do what he does to me. he's been complaing that im always whining and not giving him support in whatever shit he does. ive always stood up for you. i skipped school to be with you even if i have my class tests, i go down to meet you at the skate park rite after a gruelling day of babysitting till 7plus pm just to show you how much i care for you, i hurried to see you when im with my family enjoying the family day, i bought for you littlest stuffs you need and din even realise it and you always say you dont get what you want, and honestly im not being myself when im with you. and i dont hate the fact that i cant talk to my old friends when i bump into them. cos i know i love you and wouldnt hurt you or your jealousy feelings! and you always threatened me for whatever reason. i feel so fucked up when you ask me whether i wanna continue this with you. like I REALLY DO LOVE YOU sia. how can you question my loyalty? how can you? and you make me promise you alot of stuffs just to make yourself happy! i could continue on with this but i just dont want to. whatever it is thats bothering you han. please just tell me, i cant go on if you make me cry more than you usually do and keep me hanging on or drifting apart from you. aside from all that shit, i appreciate every moment that i spent with you. and i love the fact that i get butterflies in my stomach when you give me butterfly kisses on my eyelashes. dont always find my fault. just keep bringing love to me.
i wanted to show you how much i heart you
but you just aint giving me a chance.