Story of February
IrnaMolly
The name is Irna
I am half of Han
I ADORE OWLS!
I don't care what you wanna say and Im not asking for your opinion about me
I skate on rollerblades and falling is just another bump on the ass. No Biggie.
I don't think Im a negative person and I dislike having negative people around me
Life is a journey full of missions and tough challenges
Bubblegums are heaven
Smoking is my hobby
Found the love of my life- Han Riley
Go ahead, poke the fire~
Green Tea is the shittttt
Big Girls Toys
My 'killer' stuffs by IrnaMollyfrom Han Riley
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Wednesday, July 22 @ 2:55 AM
20 July 1997
My sister was born. She is 6 months pre-matured.
Weighing 888 gram and her right brain wasn't fully developed.
Size of my dad's palm and was in the incubator for 2 months.
Imagine the bill that my parents hafta pay.
She has Cerebral-Palsy.
When my mama broke the news to me, I did not cry nor was I happy bout it.
But I tried my best to accept the reality.
I went to special school camps justa understand how to accept someone like her.
I was upset,
Because one year before her birth, my mama had a baby boy in her belly.
Miscarriage that is. Umbilical cord stuck on his neck.
I always wanted a younger brother.
Dad was washing the plates after dinner when the plate he was holding cracks exactly in the middle of the porcelain plate.
My mama was screaming.
and I, saw fear in my dad's eyes. for the first time.
27 July 1996 was his birthdate.
So when my mama brought home my sister from the hospital, I was relieved.
She look effing cute with the lazy eyes and her petite frame.
I was there when she was learning to stand with my brothers around her.
Years pass us by and she have to go to school.
Margaret Drive Special School was where she made friends of her kind.
But she is always having fits when she daydream.
The meds hafta be fed everyday. Miss one, and thats it.
We were proud of her achievements so far and all that she had been through.
Like the time both her legs had to be operated from her thighs behind her knee joints and her tendons behind her heels area.
My mama did not dare to see her in the operating theatre.
My mama said she was given meds not to feel the pain but she was sobbing in silence.
Tears rolling down her eyes.
It was painful to see her legs have to be casted from the thighs to her toes.
and I bought her a long colorful socks to make it look better for her.
The purpose of the operation is to loosen her tendons because she was walking cross-legged.
and the most painful part is when she hafta take the casts off.
For the first time I felt her pain.
She could not bend her knees due to the 4 months of cast-on.
She was stiff. Me, my mama and my dad could not hold back our tears.
But after months of therapy from school and at home, she learnt to walk holding the railing or the K-walker.
Swimming is her favorite thing to do.
My sister got selected for an event in the Special Olympics.
Wheelchair category 3rd Place.
2 years after that she participated again for the Special Olympics.
This time 50m walk with her K-walker.
Silver Medalist.
She waited for her friend who was behind her and asked him to walk faster.
She wanted to turn back and help her friend.
But she knew she was competing.
The most happiest part is when we were there to cheer for her when she receive the medal.
I cried.
Baby girl, I will take good care of you and I saw your improvements every single day.
I love you no matter how different you are, how you still can't walk independently or how you still can't talk to me like any other kids. But I promise you I will learn all the languages you were taught so that I could talk to you.
You never fail to give me a big tight hug even when you are too tired.
You never fail to make me laugh even when I was weeping.
You are an angel. for mama and ayah and me and abg yan and abg adek.
You opened up our eyes to see that this is far most beautiful than anything in this world just to have you around us.
I wanna grow old with you Ayn.
You are staying with me when I get married.
I love you Baby Girl.
Happy Belated Birthday Fara Insyirah.
20 July 2009