The name is Irna
I am half of Han
I ADORE OWLS!
I don't care what you wanna say and Im not asking for your opinion about me
I skate on rollerblades and falling is just another bump on the ass. No Biggie.
I don't think Im a negative person and I dislike having negative people around me
Life is a journey full of missions and tough challenges
Bubblegums are heaven
Smoking is my hobby
Found the love of my life- Han Riley
Go ahead, poke the fire~
Green Tea is the shittttt
Big Girls Toys
My 'killer' stuffs by IrnaMollyfrom Han Riley
Olympus E620
Fish Eye 2 Lomo
FujiFilm Instant Film Polaroid
MacBook
Nintendo DSi
Nintendo DSlite
Adidas Sleeq Series Red Half-Cab
Adidas Sleeq Series Grey Velvet
VALO Velcro JJ1 Custom Design
Om Carved Necklace
Tagboard
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Tuesday, November 10 @ 7:04 PM
i have never encountered a feeling like this. its not jealousy, just plain misunderstanding.
for the fact that i was always the one being scolded in public, humiliated and demoralized makes it unfair for me to accept that you, can be cheerful as a bird with your friends and relatives but with me, you get pissed. what did i do? honestly. im not a good person. i do not pray often nor do i understand anything arabic. but there's this language everyone in this world understand. the only language we were born to understand. the language of love. but you somehow misunderstood the term affection. i was there for you this whole time you just cant see it, cant feel it really. thats what you said. i truly know what you mean. im not someone who express feelings easily. i do things to show my feelings indirectly. i plan stuffs ahead of me. i make things out of my imagination and creativity. i do not know how to judge you by your body language really. because to me, words explains your actions. but for you, action speaks louder than words. so you see.. as much as how different we are, love brought us back together like glue. i dont like jumping to conclusions, thus that explains why i will ask you 1001 questions. not that i dont trust you, but i know somewhere there will be a hidden message. there's no one in this world i adore much. except you. you stole my heart and u hide it far from you. thats why you dont remember the simplest things i did for you, to you and with you. throughout these years with you, the challenges are beyond complex. sometimes, im strong enough to think to let go, but the thought of losing you kill me instantly. i cannot live without you.