i've been going to interviews for the past three days and its really exhausting really. the problem is, i need to find a fixed job to support myself. like hello~ being 21 is not easy. eventhough i do not have bills to pay/fines/debts to pay, i still hafta save some cash for my needs and wants. haha. besides, i wanna be able to do what Han is doing right now, giving me money each week and buying me stuffs that i don't necessary need but want so bad... haha. see, sometimes i feel so useless that i can't buy him a present/anni-gift whatsoever. and sometimes he does complaint but it fell on deaf ears. so right now, im tryna make a change for once. i've gone to weird places for those interviews and it sucks being lost somewhere you're not even familiar with. im fine with life right now. nevertheless, money kinda will make everything perfect. its been a long time since i shop stuffs with my own hard earned monies. and someday Insya-allah berkat doa my parents will be shown. honestly, i wanna have the feeling i felt before giving money to repay my parents kindness and prayers each month. and now that im legal, legal... i wanna show them i can stand on my own and not play around anymore. with work and with my relationship. im hoping for a better future exactly.

actually, i hate planning my future. i just go with the flow. but there's not much time left now. im 21 and Han just turned 20. and in a few years time, i dont wish to see us being together as BF/GF but the perfect husband/wife. lets just see how things goes from here right now.

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