tie the knot with me. if his savings is enough that is. okay as much as you want to start a new life with big responsibilities and start a family, it kinda struck you that moneywise, we're not ready. han has been the only one supporting me. like food, transportation money, stuffs and daily needs that is. and it makes me feel like crap sitting at home and always being mad at some thing. like when he didnt answer my calls or the late replies. but honestly, i need some assurance that he knows i need him all the time. and its the truth. i did recall saying this countless of times that i want to get married fast. i mean, i wanna have a kid before 25. likewise, he thinks the same too. except that he wasnt too sure about the FAST part. but now that his dad made the statement, han realized that his dad wants to see his grandkid. if you catch what i mean. so for now, im still searching for a stable job that will make me bring home atleast 1000/mth and like that i could save 200-300/mth to get married by 22-23. 12x200 is 2400. and by two years that amount is 4800. mann, thats not enough tho. now things like this causes big headaches. nevertheless, imma find my own way to figure this out. right. i really hope that he can assure me that he is the one. because marriage is not something you can play around with. but if it all works well, then be prepared to receive an invitation!